Three years ago, my girlfriend Stacie and I were ready to embark on our first trip overseas. After 2 years of planning the trip of a lifetime, we were more than ready to leave the men behind for a week of sightseeing and shopping in London. Until the dreaded phone call from my doctor.
Apparently, my “routine” MRI was not so routine after all. Severe foot pain that had escalated over several years justified an MRI, he said. However, he was just as shocked as I was to report that they had stumbled upon a brain tumor and it was a big one. Not cancerous, but big enough that my vision was being impaired. Big enough that I was immediately scheduled to see a neurosurgeon at Johns Hopkins. And not just any Neurosurgeon, but Dr. Alfredo Quinones-Hinojosa, world-famous, cutting-edge surgeon (no pun intended!). That phone call was the beginning of my journey into the world of medicine at Johns Hopkins Hospital, a journey that has a very happy ending. By 2010, Dr. Quinones decided that the time had come for him to do what he does best – cut the little bugger out. I worried, cried, and spent endless hours on the Internet performing research and reading blogs of other patients with the same issues. Stacie and I still went to London and had the time of our lives and are now enjoying watching the Olympics being broadcast from that same magnificent city.
Fast forward to June 2012. The 2 year anniversary of my surgery was approaching and I wanted to find a way to celebrate my health. While reviewing information on the Harford County Farm Fair, I noticed that they were holding a 5K Race on July 22, the exact date of my anniversary. But I sneered at my computer screen, thinking I could never run 3.1 miles. I’m 43, out of shape, and have always hated running. So quickly I logged off and went on to more pleasurable websites like White House Black Market and Epicurious. Yet the thought of the 5K kept gnawing at me. Why was I so willing to back down from this challenge? So I began looking into training schedules for couch potatoes and found one on the Mayo Clinic website – a 7 week, 5K training schedule for beginners – perfect! There were exactly 7 weeks until the big day at this point. Was this a sign?
Week 1 began with a combination of running and walking 6 days per week. Week 2 was more of the same and I began to feel anxious. What if I embarrass myself? What if I give up and don’t even try it?? During Week 3 and Week 4, my confidence began to slowly build but I still didn’t tell anyone that I was going to attempt this race. I certainly didn’t want to set myself up for failure! By Week 5, I was losing weight and truly enjoying the workout. I began dragging my nephew to the Arena Club where a dip in the pool is a good incentive to complete a hard workout. But then came Week 6 when I had to face reality and recognize that I would not be able to run the entire way. I couldn’t understand how I had possibly failed! I had followed the Mayo Clinic schedule religiously AND eaten a very healthy diet most days. So I decided to swallow my pride and “phone a friend.”
I contacted my tailgating buddy Kevin who is an experienced runner and spilled my guts regarding my fears. In Kevin’s typical dry-style of humor, his e-mail read “Do it. But don’t look back – you’re not going that way”. I giggled at my desk. He went on to say “If you tire, walk. When you’re ready, run. You absolutely DO NOT have to run the entire thing”. And suddenly, it felt like a massive weight had been lifted from my shoulders! Why was I putting myself under so much unnecessary pressure?? I was proud of myself for even sticking to the schedule, for eating healthy foods, for losing weight, and on top of everything else, I felt GREAT! I printed off Kevin’s e-mail and taped it to the wall of my cubicle for inspiration.
Race day came and I made my way over to the starting gate, watching everyone else suited up in their finest running gear – Under Armor leggings, t-shirts from previous races, top of the line running shoes. They chatted with each other, compared notes on the race course, stretched and got ready to beat their previous race times. Timidly, I stood at the back of the line next to a woman that could have been my grandmother. And then the race began and Grandma took off like a shot, leaving me in her dust and gasping for air.
I took Kevin’s advice – walked some, ran some, and enjoyed the scenery around the Equestrian Center on a beautiful Sunday morning. And I thanked God that I was even able to participate in my first 5K. I felt so energized that I stopped at Planet Fitness afterwards for a ride on the bike. And then I went home to a husband who loves me no matter what shape I’m in.
eve says
Congradulations! This is a wonderful life experience, thank you for sharing it with us!
BrownEyedCountryGirl says
Thanks for sharing…I turn 50 six months from today and am looking for motivation as my baby sister has challenged me to sign up for a fall 5k.
Jennifer Williams says
YOU CAN DO IT! You really can.
Anne says
God bless you !~~
Jennifer Williams says
Thank you so much Anne!
Ksantora says
Thanks for telling the story. Keep at it!
Katie says
Great story and I’m so proud of you girl!!
Kara says
Way to go! Thanks for sharing. I am really wanting to run a 5K but I’m way out of shape. Thanks for the inspiration.
Jennifer Williams says
Kara – just take baby steps, set small goals that you know you can achieve and keep building from there. You will be amazed at how quickly the human body can be strengthened. You will certainly not regret. I also use My Fitness Pal to track daily caloric intake and it is a great tool. It really helps me stay on track. Don’t forget to drink lots of water, eat 5 small meals per day (this is key for me) and weight yourself at the same time each day. At first the scale can be a scary thing, but it really helps you stay focused. And eventually you will jump on that scale each morning!
KEESHA JACKSON says
You weren’t the only one that was worrying and crying but I can’t imagine what it was like to get the news that it is inyour head. Dr. Q is unbelievable. I also owe him a lot.
John Paff says
Congrats Jennifer! Running a 5k is a great sense of accomplishment and will always leave you full of adrenaline and looking to do it again.
Anyone looking to run a 5k, but not sure where to start training, I highly recommend a program called couch to 5k from coolrunning.com there’s also an app for it called c25k
I ran in high school, but 13 years later I was up to 230lbs and couldn’t run for a minute straight. at the end of this 9 week program in june of 2011 I ran my first 5k in Havre de Grace. Since then I’ve run several 5k’s, some obstacle course 5k’s and hoping to run a half marathon in the fall!
Jennifer Williams says
Thanks John! It’s good to know I’m not alone!
Linda Leturgez says
Had no idea you ran a race!!! Way to go! When is your next one?
Jennifer Williams says
Well, I didn’t run the entire thing. Next stop, Komen Race For The Cure on October 21. I have a team called “CMW 86’s Cancer” since we graduated in 1986. ANYONE is welcome to join us. Some will be doing the 1 mile walk, some will be jogging the 5K.